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turned 17teen on 30 03.
pooh & jaychou- her bigbig love.

family&friends,
cant live without 'em.

a typical aries who's
tryin' her best in everything.



straight a's in spm.
SE Aino.
lappy.
camera.
backpack.
big black handbag.
distinction merit in Grade5 piano exam.
thin thin thinnnnnn!
grow taller. at least 1cm, please?
P liceeennnnceeeeee!
driveee! :D

6M '04
KRS

AiYan
AnnSin
Autumn
BoonWei
Celine
Charis
CheeSiang
ChyiJuin
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Eunice
Genky
GenYik
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HueyIn
JieYing
JingYi
Joey
Joyce
KahWai
KaiWei
KarChun
KeiYan
Kellye
KeXin
LaiYee
Laren
Loong
MeiQi
MeiTing
MengChoo
PooiLing
Rabecca
Rouanne
Roy
RuiZhi
RuYan
SengFoo
ShinYi
Sophia
SueAnn
SuetPing
SuiLun
Suzanne
SweeKing
QiHui
WaiSin
YeeHsiong
YeeJing
YeenHoong
YingRan
YingTung
ZenYu
ZhengKang

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No one knows my name. ♥
I can wait forever. ♥
I'll be here for you, I promise. ♥
Home Sweet Home. ♥
its not like we predicted. ♥
Please don't go away. ♥
everything seems so unreal. ♥
you are my favourite mistake. ♥
We were meant to say goodbye. ♥
Dedicated. ♥

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reader(s) now .
days missing miyachi ):
18teen birthday! ;; days more. ;)
SPM- days more. D;
days more then can burn books jor. :D :D

the blog's days old!
im days old.

♫ Augustana- Boston

HELLO DARLINGS! (:

Today's christmas eve. & Tomorrow's christmas.
&& 2010 is coming in about 6 days time. Fast eh?

I'm gonna abandon the idea of writing about prom cause I'm really lazy now. All I know is that I enjoyed that night & we got really hyper, right nckk&ofam? (;

19 - 22 December 2009 ; Saturday - Tuesday
@ Langkawi&Penang



In my very own opinion, this trip is expensive. It costs more than it should. Like seriously, they only provide ONE meal which is the dinner on the first day, excluding the breakfasts provided by hotel. I don't care if the organiser reads this cause he already knew.

Other than this, the trip was awesome possum. (:
We had so much fun. We enjoyed every single bit. I miss you guys alreadyyy. Especially QiHui. :(. I'll miss you superb much!

AND I LOVE BEACHES. :D
I've got to organise a Redang trip with my darlings. Hope we can make it. (:

I'm being really lazy now. Am not going to do my usual stuff and write every single thing we did during the 4days 3nights trip. I realise if I really do, I've got no life. Sorry to say that.

& did I tell you guys that I'm really lazy?
I'm uploading few pictures only. Take a look at my facebook album, only if you're my friend in fb. Heh.














♥ this picture! Terimakasih, loong. (:


To-go-list ;
SunwayLagoon.
Redang.
Langkawi&Penang.
Genting.

One down, three more to go! (:



Do things change now.
One minute to 11.11pm.

This time, I want my wish to come true.

Sorry to have abandoned my blog for so many days.
But am really busy. Life after SPM is hectic. With tons of outings and trips. No joke. I long for a outing-free days now. :X

Not to say that I don't want to hangout with friends but I want to get some rest, sometimes. And I want to spend time with family. (:

Life's been great, really great.
181209 ♥





PROM WAS AWESOME! ;)
I'm a smart girl who forgot to bring her camera to prom. I hafta wait everyone to tag me on the Facebook. Smart ass me.

Gon'a update about everything after ze Langkawi trip.
Which is after Tuesday. I can assure you that it'll gonna be a zuper long post.

Anywayy, life after SPM is great. So far. ♥
Oh, I've got a job. In Pumpkin Patch, selling children clothes. YAY ME! :D I can see babies almost everyday starting January. Awesome or not! :D

Okay, gotta go noww.
Remember to miss me. Cause I will. (:



♫ EXILE- ふたつの唇



HELLO WORLD! :D

Am currently homed. Homed as in in-home. In-home as in, I'M HOMED! Lol. I just repeated the same thing. Fyi, I've been staying in my grandpa's house since Saturday.

BUT ANYWAYY, the main point is
HOME SWEET HOME! :D

I realise the words home and family are warm.
& I know they've been worrying about me as they kept on calling me to make sure if I had my dinner etc. I feel lucky! (:

&& tomorrow is the last day, last day of hell.
Thou I've been living the After-SPM life alreadyy, I still remember to study Chinese only on today. But better than nothing righttt.

See open abit, I'll only choose few of those ming ju's.
Aint gonna study everyone of them. & I dont think I have a photostat machine brain, so yeah.

I'm kinda bored right now. With only me in the house. :(
Am waiting ngmengchoo's text nowwwwww. Oh, and I wana say thanks to ngmengchoo's mummy. (: Thanks to her, I no longer hafta risk my life driving to school tomorrow superb early in the morning. And I lose my confidence in my driving skills as I drive more. Gosh. :(

I'm a bad, bad driver.
Seriously. D;

& I don't want to study chinese now. Sue me.
Oh, and I miss you. ;)



♫ BackstreetBoys- Something That I Already Know

I have kahwai's harddisk. Feels good. Lolwtf, sound so wrong. But then, I have music accompanying me now. (: But I still miss them.

I know I've been saying "I miss them" everywhere, literally.
& I know they'll be back soon. && I know they'll be alright and have alot of fun there. Right, I should move on.

Oh, he even introduced me a comedy series- How I Met Your Mother.
Hilarious betul. I can't stop laughing. xD

" When I'm sad, I stop being sad .. and be awesome instead. "
-Barney.


Somethings aren't as simple as it seems.
Let's make it short and sweet-

I hate people who think they know whats on my mind while they know nothing about it. & good try. (:















♫ 周杰伦- 断了的弦

I feel as if the world is really small. You may not recognize people you knew since childhood anymore, be it your childhood partner but they may be your soon-to-be friends and you don't even remember there's thiss connection between both of you.

People change. They go into different path & live different lives. We may stay in contact, or may never get to meet each other again. If we keep our memories, it'll be okay. I don't need to have the same people with me forever, cause I know no one will. As long as we have the memories, no matter how long or short we have each other by our side, it doesn't matter. (:



Sometimes I really do wonder-
What if time stops, or we are able to travel thru time?

I wish to travel back time; back to when I was still a child, a child who wanted to be grown up whenever daddy mummy always told me "children cannot go in, only adults are allowed to". A child who only needs to worry about when's breakfast, lunch and dinner. Back to the time when my job is to play with my neighbours and need not to be worried of my future.

Even thou I'm loving my life now, still I prefer a naive me.
But then think again, I am not allowed to be naive anymore. The world doesn't allow me to. Growing up takes many things away from me, yet I gain more.

It may hurts. I may cry.
But its okay; this is what we called life, right.

I don't know its faith or coincident.
But I really am glad to have met them. & having to meet them once again, even thou we did not even talk but only clueless-ly staring at each other.

Having the chance to ever meet them again is tiny.
But at least, at least I know with everyone of them, my childhood is wonderful. (;

PS: He's HOT! :P



♫ BigBang- 声をきかせて



I know SPM isn't over yet.
But you tell me, who can resist 50% discounts? ;)

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY. It really is. ;D
I've got mengchoo, bro and sis to MidValley. For the annual friends&family sales thingy. We didn't know it was only for members. But the funny thing is, we were able to go into Quiksilver without showing our member card. And we are not even members.

Big thanks to ngmengchoo's friend, tsunyue. He gave us two invitation cards so that we can go into Roxy later on. HOW NICE OF HIM, horr? *wink2someone*

I love my new neck landyard. Woohoo.
& also my new bag. ;D

Daddy was not really happy when I told him I've bought a new bag. But nice bags are irresistable. :X

Funny things happened today. & I guess its better that I don't say a thing about it or I'm pretty sure that certain someone's gonna chop my head down on the spot. If you really want to know, ask me personally. AND I'LL TELL YOU PERSONALLY. :P

Life after SPM is around the corner.
I. Can't. Wait. (:



I wrote this yesterday. But I don't know why I didn't post this up. & I feel bad for deleting this. So I changed the date to today & am publishing it now. LOL!

♫ Paramore- Feeling Sorry



Two subjects more to go.
& I'll be free for at least three months. ;)

I've been thinking what should I do to spend the holiday. Cause I don't want to shop till I drop. That's stupid. When I'm broke, I can't shop. When I can't shop, I become desperate. And it isn't good.

I WANT A PART TIME JOB.
Anyone's with me?

Gotta earn some money & spend every cent away.
Bwahahaha. I'm hopeless. Yes, I am.

And guess what- Final Fantasy XIII will be released on 17th Dec.
3 DAYS AFTER SPM ENDS. Awesome! :D

I can't wait till SPM ends. I can do whatever I want. I'm gonna download movies that I've missed thanks to trials and SPM; dramas that I've been waiting to be released. I wana find a part time job, cause I kiasu- I've never worked before. Lol. Is that a reason?

ANYWAY, DECEMBER IS HERE, PEOPLE.
Do you have any idea what it indicates?

SPM IS GOING TO END! :)
& what's left of us is holidayyyy. Awesome, no?

PS: I feel hyper after jogging. ;DD



To Rouanne STARK Chen,



Happy Birthdayy! (:
Thou we've only known each other for two years, we've became kawan baikkk. I don't know what to say but I really am glad to have you as my best friend. Things are always crazy in the presence of you. Hope you had a great time with us yesterdayy. ;)

I cinta you banyak kayy. :D



♫ TaeYang- Wedding Dress.

You are a mistake; a big fat one.
Just like a heavy rainy day.

Rainbows come after the rain.
& I believe, I'll find mine one day. (:





HELLO EVERYBODEHHH. (:

I've lost my study ohm. & Monday's Biology papers. So I'm here searching for it. I need you, study ohm. Come back kay.

Drove siblings&maggie for lunch just now. We heard the storm.

Aiyarr, the sun so terik. Won't rain one lah.
Matahari rain cannot ah now.
AIYOR, matahari rain the sun also won't so terik one. Confirm won't rain.
Oi! Raining!

& it was really raining. -.-
I parked my car far far awayyyy. So we had to wait for the rain to stop; for 30 minutes. Smart brothaaaaaaaa.

And if you're wondering how's my SPM going on.
The papers are okayyy. But I tell you ah, even if not okay pun hafta become okay alreadyy. No point fussing over something that's over right.

I SEE OPEN ALREADYY. (:
Awesome or not. Tee hee.

Okay, I guess my study ohm isn't here.
Ima search somewhere else. Bye! :D

PS : The internet is evil.
PPS : I repeat, the internet is really evil.
PPPS : No, I'm not going to tell you internet is evil. But check out my twitter updates kay. ;)



NO, SPM ISNT OVER.
Not yet. But soon. (:

I'm here to express how worried am I now. I know I should not think of the past-subjects anymore cause it is now history. But but but, I'm afraid I'll disappoint my parents. Disappoint myself.

I want to get the results I want.
I'm working real freaking hard for it thou last minute works don't help much. :/ Everyone is saying "history is officially history now" and seems so excited and happy. Why am I the weird one.

Being weird doesn't feel good, I realise.

Idk where does the optimistic part of my brain go whenever I need it most. Like seriously, I should not be so pessimistic at this moment & move on to accounts. Gah, I wished I didn't waste so much time on useless stuff months ago.

See open abit, see open abit.
CANNOT LAH, HOW? :(

A2, A2 for history is more than enough.
(A2 sounds alot better than A-, fyi.) & I've already see very open to aim for only A2. Aiks, am I aiming too high? :/

All of a sudden, my confidence is gone.
Gone, gone, far far awaaaayy.

ANYWAY, I'm not letting my A's go away just like that.
Ima go take a bath and start doing accounts. CIAO! (:

& I won't be blogging till the end of SPM. Situations like this are exceptional. But let's hope I'll not blog till SPM ends. (:



Hiatus mode- ON. (:

& incase you can't see this tiny wording.
Ima enlarge the word.


Don't miss me ya. ;)
I know, I promised the whole world that I'm not going to online since last night. I DID NOT fail, yet. Cause this isn't onlining. I need to tell the whole world before keeping my promise right. :D

&& I need to download new songs in order to release my stress. Cause listening to old new songs whilst stressed makes me even more stressed.

So ... yeah.
PARAMORE IS AWESOME YO!
GReeeeN IS BE-AWESOME! :D

GOOOOOOOOD LUCK HARDCORING PEOPAL.
Hope you'll not be bored till death. & Take care guys. Don't fall sick or you'll be like me- Studying mojo goonnee. DRINK MORE WATER. But don't drink rainwater ya, thou it has been raining lately. :X

Okay, gotta go.
What have been seen cannot be unseen ...

KTHXBAI (;





HELLO WORLD, HELLO! (:

Graduated on Wednesday. It was a happy yet sad day. As expected & mentioned in my previous post(s), I cried. For four times. Too bad I wasn't the first one to burst into tears. But I managed to make ngmengchoo cry. :P



I never thought graduation day would be this sad.
Or maybe I didn't want to think about it throughly as I know it'd definitely make me emo. & even until now, I don't dare to flashback the times when the whole bunch of us sitting in the canteen crapping about shits, going toilet together (not really TOGETHER, but you get what I mean. (;), buying fruits, belanja-ing each other.

& damn, I just reminded myself of those memories. :/



Am really sensitive to issues about school & my friends. Once touched, my eyes are teary. I miss them. Yes, I do.

I know what everyone's thinking-
You can always call your friends out for yumcha session.

BUT.
Do remember that we'll be separated into different ways and be busy with our own life. Someone told me that its really hard to ask his friends out for yumcha as many of them are busy with either assignments or paktoh or even, lazy.

It isn't this easy to ask the usual bunch out anymore.



As time passes by, we'll get closer with college friends. & looser with high school ones. Things don't always go the way we want.

And, its not that we can still meet our friends somewhere else after graduation. Its the feeling of us chit chatting and laugh our asses out about some stupid stuff in class. We can never do that now.

Never with all 47 pupils sitting in the class of 5S4.



And mann, I really am glad to be in 5S4. (:
Its the best class everrr. We sang and laughed together. We enjoyed music together. We do stuff together. Its the togetherness thats making me feeling so awesome. (:

I still remember clearly when we sang 对面的女孩看过来 to PBSM girls. It was hell lotsa fun. I bet everyone enjoyed it. Don't lie. :P

Now, the song reminds me of everyone in s4 ♥.
Not ah niu anymore yo. Awesome or not. :D



We graduated. We laughed. We cried.
Graduation reminded us of everything. Everything that matters to us.

I never took this as a goodbye.
Cause I know, this is not the end. (:


& I'm missing you guys alreadyyy.
Let's go back school for a study group! :P

&& more pictures on my Facebook album. I lazy upload all 120 pictures here 5 by 5. I'll kill myself before it does.

&&&
I LOVEY LOVE LOVE YOU GUYS! ♥♥♥

I'm blessed with a wonderful family and awesome friends.
I have nothing more to ask for. (: (: